It’s okay!!

It’s okay…
It’s okay if u feel exhausted to be a part of this cut throat competition sometimes.
It’s okay if u sometimes feel too much and sometimes nothing at all.
It’s okay if you aren’t among those star students of your class who excels in academics.
It’s okay if you feel exhausted by this rat race sometimes.
It’s okay if you aren’t upto ur family’s expectations.
It’s okay if you cut people off for days without any reasons.
It’s okay if you don’t have positive attitude towards life at times.
It’s okay if your pessimistic view dominates your optimistic view sometimes.
It’s okay if your sensitivity and over thinking makes you sit in bed all day at times.
It’s okay if your life isn’t as glamorous and adventurous as social media portrays.
It’s okay if you feel everything to the very core of your heart that it gets dark in ur head.
It’s okay if you aren’t a part of some big social circle and you prefer 2 3 closed ones.
It’s okay if u want to cry all by yourself sometimes.
It’s okay if you are in search of something that consumes you amidst all relationship hypes.
It’s okay if dark is more alluring than light ever will.
It’s okay if melancholic music n songs makes you more energetic than ‘party songs ever will.
It’s okay if you don’t feel loved at times.
It’s okay if that incessant mind chatter inside your head is keeping you sleepless for nights.
It’s okay if you haven’t had everything planned for your future yet.
It’s okay if you aren’t happy all the time .
It’s okay if you don’t have much happy school memories to talk about.
It’s okay if you don’t have prominent achievements yet.
It’s okay if you don’t wanna talk about it,to anyone.
It’s okay if you idealise sitting in ur PJs binge watching NETFLIX to make yourself feel relaxed.
All you can do is wait. Wait for things to get better. Wait ,for you want to bring life to things again. Wait, for your mind wants to be in peace. Wait ,for that noise in your head to slow down. Wait till you realize you are in a constant loop of being happy and sad.For this is not a disease that needs recovery.All it need is time. Time to heal. Wait, for you’ll again find happiness in listening to a child giggle, imagination of paws around you for thick n thin forever will again cheer you up , sitting under moonlight and thousand stars will again make sense. You must be trying very hard to hold on to HOPE. Hope that there will be light flickering at the end of this dark tunnel and you have to keep walking until you reach at the final end. Hope that you are in a battle. A battle of fighting with everything that’s making you what you are not. And one should never stop fighting.